Sleepless night

What is the time now? 4.10am

Gone thru a busy and tiring day. I want to get myself a sleep but my eyes are still widely open :( my mom had been asking me 2slp for hours still I couldn't sleep. Give me some sleeping pills please XD what am I suppose to do?

My iPod battery is going to use up. I guess it is sufficient for me 2finish this article only. I haven't test whether I can use it to post an article so I am just trying up :D Gosh I still can't sleep and no one here to knock me down to an unconcious condition. Right I will try to make myself sleep if I update another article again that means I still couldn't sleep yet.

See you then if I couldn't sleep :)

Sad + Tired + Happy

Its been a busy day for me. I am Jobless now so I am assigned lots of work by my mum. First of all, my grannie is leaving Penang for Singapore to visit my older aunty which is her eldest sister. It is because that aunty is sick and not much days left. She is suffering for liver cancer and it is fourth stage. Weeks ago she had an operation to take off one of her kidney because of intoxicated and with the fear of it might spread to another one so she take off one of her kidney. Now she is diagnose with fourth stage liver cancer. As she used to visit us in Malaysia once every year so we are quite close to her. After I heard that, I am sad but what I can do? Just keep it up as everyone needs to go through this and she is quite old already.

Since my grannie needed someone to fetch her to the airport and I was assigned to become the driver. OKAY! I am JOBLESS so I need to help out as nobody is free. This few days, my aunt's maid went back to her hometown so my grannie have been taking care of those musketeers and now it is my responsibility to take care of them. When I sent my grannie to the airport, I got one of the musketeers with me as he is the one which is at home. So I brought him along with me to send my grannie to the airport. I carried my lil cousin bro and guess what happened? Alright this is I need to keep it to myself because it is so embrassing. I was rushing like hell because the flight is 5.30pm and I reached there at 4.45pm. Luckily I am on time.

Then I need to go back to my home to fetch my mum and then to my brother's school to fetch him. When I am back at grannie house again because I need to wait for my lil cousin sister to be back from school. While waiting, I need to go to the backyard to help my grannie to water her vegetable plants, fruit plants and flowers.

Do you think that's all? Nope, when my cousin is back home I need to ask her to wash up then prepare her dinner plate. Luckily I am not the one who cook. Because they might end up in the hospital. LMAO. As I promised them I will bring em' out for McD so I need to bring them to McD at 10.30pm. Luckily my younger cousin sisters which are few years younger than me are going as well. We had a great talk from talking for high school life as she is having comparing to mine a couple years back then.

AHH!! I have 3months left I guess as I will be leaving Penang to continue my studies in UK. So i need to go out with em' more frequent =D Appreciates everything I have in Penang especially my family =D

PREPARING

I HAVE LOADS TO DO
I HAVE LOADS TO PREPARE

yea.
Since I am waiting to continue my undergraduate study in UK, supposing I got loads of stuff that I need to do and prepare before I go there. From application to some shopping that I need to do, but I don't know where to start from. I had already apply for several universities that I am planning to go and may consider to go. Now I need to wait for the offer letter then.

Is that all? Nope. Handful of stuffs I need to do but I don't know which I need to do first. I need to visit the dentist in farlim to get a checkup for my teeth. Then I need to go the optician and make 2pairs of glasses and get my contact lenses done. My mum asked me to go to visit doctor as well to get a flu injection so that I won't get flu when I am in overseas. What else? I know I need to go to hospital for a body checkup as well but this i will leave till then only settle.

Oh ya. I need to get some clothes especially winter clothing and sweater because I am afraid I will get froze there. I want to shop till drop the most important =D One more thing. A big luggage that bring all my stuff in my room and d in to bring along to UK. lol. Oh ya I want to go for a vacation with d before I leave and that need to depend on him. I have the free time but he doesn't seem to have free time for that.

Alright I guess this is what I can think of until now. What Else?

Everyday is boring

This few days I had been working and now I am still working. Today I brought my lappy out for a walk =D I brought it along to my workplace. Its a long time since I last have a proper log in to my laptop. Its about one week since I online in a proper manner =D

This job is boring as all I can do is sit down and wait for anyone who will ask about our product and make explanation and nobody bother to come around and ask much on it =D Anyway I will be leaving as well =D Haha.. I can't stand a job which makes me sit or stand whole day long and doing nothing. So one more week to go =D

Begin of boring days

I had started to work like for two days not including today. It kind of boring as most people who knows me, they know that I like a more challenging stuff and sitting behind the counter is very bored eventhough I can get a book and sit there for hours. I need something more challenging or can keep me busy rather than this. Alright. Almost time for me to prepare to go to work already. =S

Appreciation

Appreciate

Something that is so abstract that we couldn't really explain what is appreciate. To me it is the feeling of thankful for someone. Not only thankful to them but know what to do to make them down and in return show them that you appreciate them.

I had seen so much example that there are having everything the best yet there are still demanding for more. They even became rebellious and saying it is the others fault for not letting them have what they wanted. As the oldest among all my siblings, my mum had brought me up in the way that makes me more mature. Understanding on something, acting the way I should and speak up when it is the truth.

My mum and dad. Both are my closest friends. There never give up on us all the time. I admit I am not all good girl for my parents. There are times that I was rebellious and still they are with me and talk to me. Luckily they gave me a wake up call at the right time.

I feel very thankful who I am and what I had gone through. I am also very happy that I had what I have now. Having the best parents in the world, having honey, having all my friends around me. I would like to say thanks to the god blessing and having all these lovely people around me =D

20th Birthday

For the past week it is my time to turn to 20. OMG. I am so old. But I am not that old la. At least honey is older than I am ;P He is an uncle for one niece and I have none at all. Lolz. That's why I called him as uncle Jun

My birthday for this year nothing special I guess. Only birthday wishes from all my friends. At least they remember my birthday. Haha. Not that bad huh. Honey not coming back for my birthday because he has a test on that day. I am not going to KL because the next day I got a pre-assessment test.

Anyway I got a great meal from my daddy in Chilis. Mum previously bought me a nike shoe and bag. What else?! We went to PC fair on Friday and mum get me a hard disk. So it is not that bad la. Oh ya. That day I finish my final paper in my diploma and we get out to celebrate finally we are done with our diploma. They sang me a birthday song without a birthday cake =D Haha..That's funny =P and what i did in the end was switch on mobile phone torch and blew out the torch. thanks buddies.

So you must wandering what my honey gave me for my birthday =D nothing but cash in my account. I haven check whether it is in my account. Just leave it on. He promised he will get me a card when he is back and I am going to be princess for ten days. *Make sure you remember* That means listen to me =D hahaha. I am such a freak that I love cards more than presents sometimes. So better give me cards at least I can keep it as long as I could.

Wishing myself happy birthday. Next year it is going to be different =D

First presentation

This is damn important in one of my lifetime
Without doing this, I couldn't finish my diploma of Information technology.
So do you think this is important?
All the while I was studying to get this certificate and get out of the college which is getting worst since I was in that college.

I had done few times of presentation and this is the most nerve wrecking presentation that I had done so far.
This is a presentation on the final project of my Diploma
Its a presentation to explain on the concept of my project and discuss on the planning as well.

Besides that,
I need to wear formal clothing for this presentation
This is my first time
Never in my lifetime I wear formal clothing
Hate those formal clothing because it looks dumb on me
Anyway I need to do it as well

Some pictures that I taken during presentation and after the presentation
Everyone of us are nervous during presentation
So have a look on how nervous we are during presentation

Beah and Ahmed presented before King Kooi and I forgot to snap some pictures of them
Will snap it the next time they are presenting

King Kooi stressed and nervous facial expression during presentation =S

After king kooi's turn then its my turn to present =( *Nervous*

Joey's presentation time

Daniel during presentation *he looks damn pressure*

That's the end of the day =D *Phew!!*
There are pictures taken after presentation and during the break of presentation
Compare our facial expression you will get to see how is our feeling after presentation

King Kooi Posing peace after presentation *a lot of different after presentation*

During the break time,
we had done our presentation *cheers*

That's our supervisor.
I got some shoot from him during presentation
Anyway forget about it cause I am still alive

Me and King Kooi

Daniel really looks different after presentation

That's the first day presentation,
Will update with the second day presentation then =D

damn 'sui'

those who read my blogs especially wretch blog should know that what is happening this few days. I don't mean the one that I wasn't in the good mood to talk to my dear. We are OK. I didn't include that as unlucky matter. Cause having some arguments between is normal to me. So don't worry about that. We have gone through it.

The unlucky stuff that happens to me started from the kitchen cabinet incident. Lolz. Now my finger is still a bit swollen but it is not pain anymore. What else for today, I slipped and fell down on my balcony. I was looking for a blouse that I had it washed day before, I couldn't find my blouse, instead, I slipped and fell down and land on my ass. This is damn pain. Haha. Pain on my ass is still ok but I also get some bruises as well. *sigh* I am a clumsy fat ass. *that dear called me* lol.

Alright, it is quite late already. I need to go to bed already. Good night.

Result

My final examination result is finally out. Had been waiting for my result for about 3weeks. Its getting longer for us to get our result. The college working process is getting slower. Last time we can get our result in 2weeks.

Actually the result had been sent to my post box yesterday. I wasn't aware that my result is on the dining table. When I was chatting with daniel online he mentioned that he got his result already. So I rushed downstairs and get the envelope and came back to my seat in front of the desktop. Continue to chat with daniel and he asked me how is my result. I told him i dont dare to see and he said open la.

So I open the envelope and have a look. For the past semester I got only took 2subjects only. When I take a glance on the slip and found that my result for Accounting and HCI and felt relieved. I wont mentioned it here. So if you want to know it, you can just ask me personally. So, today I went to college and wanted to ask for my average result for the semester and my accumulated average for all the subjects I taken, but Mr. Krishna is not in. So I went to Tesco and bought some sushi to praise myself. Lolz.=D